oh noo .. ;( ♥

riqht now i`m just really not positiveee about anythinq ..

i`m just so upset ..

i miss him so much .

riqht now it just hit me like a truckk ..

he`s .. he`s not cominq back ..

& it hurts , a lot .

it`s been almost a year .

and it just makes me cry .

like , i need to write out how i feel .

i think it`ll make me feel better ,

but it doesn`t .

i don`t know what i`m doinq riqht now , honestly , i don`t even know why i`m here . but i can only wish that i could be HALF the person , the amazinqly talented , qreat person that michael was .

this sounds really stupid riqht now , but i`d qive up anythinq just for mike to come back . even if he never knew me , nothinq , just for his children to have their dad back , that would mean the world to me .

it`s not their fault . it really isn`t . and the stuff that their left to deal with after their father`s passinq is not riqht . realizinq this makes me cry .

i wanted him to come back so bad , i`ve studied for a year now the possible ways michael could be alive . but he`s not . i need to realize that he`s qone .

but it`s just so hard to let qo to what i`ve become so attached to .

in a year , i`ve learned every michael jackson sonq there is , i`ve learned how to moonwalk , i`ve learned every "hee hee" , "shamone , shamone" , and crotch qrab there is , and most importantly , i`ve learned what a qreat person michael jackson REALLY is . what a humanitarian , what an amazinq sinqer , father , what a qivinq , lovinq , amazinq , misunderstood , hilarious , adorable , lonely , person he was .

it still hurts . i`m thinkinq of ways to try and make it hurt a little less , ways to make me not think about it . like it never even happened .

but it does hurt and it did happen .

and i can`t let qo to somethinq i`ve qrown SO attached to .

i`ve qrown to love someone i`ve never even met .

it`s never qoinq to qo away , my love for michael . my love for his children , his brothers , his sisters , his entire family .

i never even thouqht of anyone from the jackson family . actually , i didn`t even realize there were other members of the jackson family OTHER than michael and janet . but now i know who they all are , i know their birth order , i know their birth dates , i know their full names . yeah , i know the jackon`s like a reliqion .

but once i qet into somethinq , i qo all the way .

since june 25th is cominq up , i`m not quite sure how i`m qoinq to handle it yet ..

it`ll be all over tv , all over the radio , everyone at school will be talkinq about it , makinq fun of me .

i don`t know what i`m qoinq to do at school . i`m qoinq to cry . all day .

i miss him so much . i feel worse than the day i found out he passed .

i watch youtube videos of him all day , i have all the movies , all the books , watch all the shows , you name it , i know it .

and it`s probably a tad obsessive , but hey , if that`s how i am , that`s how i am .

i love michael jackson , and no one will ever chanqe that .

he`s my idol , he`s my world , he`s my everythinq .

i can only pray that he`s in a better place and he`s safe from all the news and filthy tabloid trash . he went throuqh horrible thinqs when he was here on earth with us , no human beinq , ESPECIALLY michael jackson , with all the work with children , humanitarianism , and everythinq he did for the world .

yeah , qo ahead , call him "wacko jacko" , "pedo" , "monkey lover" , whatever you want . that`s never qoinq to chanqe my mind about who he was . an amazinq , lovinq , blessed , talented , father who wanted the world for his children and would qive anythinq for anyone .

be respectful when you`re speakinq about him .

thank you for everythinq you`ve ever done for the world , for the children , for your children .

we love you michael , the world loves you , we appreciate you , we respect you .

michael , i love you from the bottom of my heart ♥

rest in peace michael joseph jackson

1958-2009 ♥

forever younq . <33

watchhh ; -->

californiaa quurlss [; -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CwE-SLnLkqY
wakaa wakaa -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pRpeEdMmmQ0
yew are my lifeee <33 -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QldKQ1PLWcs&feature=related
yewrr love ish my druqq -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QR_qa3Ohwls
daddy`s homee [; -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pD8mxge6kek
bieber feverr ! -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zHzN80iC59I
love you bettuur -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aVYeT9tCYmA
bedrockk [; -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GeTRFvQ8qCE
love yew bettuur deuux -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OjIShxSGgKE
u smilee -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0nN3r90P-WU

aree yoou kiddinqq mee ?! conrad out on the killllll . yoou readddy ? randy in hospitaal ? whoaa .

that`s oh so wonderrfuul ;

so apparently , accordinq to doctor murray`s bail ,

theey can`t restrict him from practicinq medicinee .

eh-hemm , WTFLIPPPP ?!

so now he`s allowed out with his patients .

how precious , dr. murray . -.-

OH . & now when`s trial ? auqust 23 ? WHHAHAAAAATTT IS THIISS ?!

oh , soooo ; randy was in the hospital after attendinq the court hearinq ?

uuhm ; whhy ?

welll ;

"Randy Jackson, brother of the late pop star Michael Jackson, has been admitted to hospital with chest pains.
Jackson, 48, was taken to Huntington Memorial Hospital in Pasadena on Tuesday, according to the Associated Press news agency."

praayers qoinqq out ferr randy <333>

resstinpeaceee<333>

qood luuckk intriaall ; dr.muraay [;

finaally ; summthinq ish beinq donee ferrr justicee [`:

Heey quuys ;
soo , murray has a court hearinq todaay ! first i`ve heard about it -.0
buut thee important paart here ishh ;
welllll ...
HE COULD LOSE HIS MEDICAL LICENSE TO PRACTICE IN CALIFORNIA !
aren`t you exciteed ?!
AHHH !

&likee ; they`re decidinq whetherr they need to take it tew triaal .
so ; i`ll trry + keep you postedd on this buut maay not bhee able to ;
exams & suchh -.0

but no matter whaat innn the world happens just remember we`re fiqhtinq for justice for michael & his family ♥ keeep it stronnq quys !

OH ! & we also need to boycott ian halperin or whatevuur his name is , frumm puttinq a documentry abouut michael called "GONE TOO SOON" . it should bhe airinq on june 25th in canada . http://www.movieweb.com/news/NEtf7txvoiYMwB
cliicckk the linkk to checkk it out . boycott if yoou pleasee .
insteaad of qone too soon he shouldda called it qone too far -.0

thank yoou all ; i love yoou muchhaa [:
11 dayys last yeaar ;
we lovee yoou mikee .<33>

iloveyoouall♥

yew qot mhee likee`ohmaahqaaddd .

wow ;
so , lonq time no talk , heey ?
i`ve been busy with likee , errythinq .

likee ; youtube , twitter , whaatnot .
ya`knooe .

soo ; there hasn`t been much proqress in the michael jackson death investiqation .
other than conrad is qoinq to trial [?] on june 25th .
i find thaat kindah sketchy becauush that`s mikee`s first likee , death anniversary ? yeah .
soo ; it just all kindah , doesn`t really add up .
but whateverrr .
sorry i didn`t really have twoo many interestinq thinqs to share with yeew .
i`ll try + find oout summ moree .
i ♥ yew all ; A LOOOT !
thankkyew ;
lariisaah :]

top ten thiinqs i'vee heard thiis [y e a r] in graade [7; ♥

10//i'm fat
9//no
8//yes
7/i hate you
6//chillin' like a villain
5//creeper
4//you suck
3//everyone hates me
2//omq
1//your mom !

those are the top ten most said thinnqs in graadee seppt . :]

iht's odd , i know . what does anythinq have to really do with "your mom"?
yeah , i don't know either . :l
buut whatever , that's kinddah the clever comebacks people givee ,
"you suck"
"oh yeah? well , YOUR MOM!"

that's pretty much how it goes down .
pretty harsh , isn't iht ?


buut that's all for nooww!
lovee yuh all ♥
r i p michael jacksoonn :]

oommqoodnesss , yoou'ree gonee ]:♥

Conrad, p-lease. Or waiit , i don't want to be polite..

Conrad Murray, jail for four years, WHY EE ESS!
dhaa's right. maaybe jail for fouur years for misteer conrad KILLER murray!
let's hope and pray that someone finally takes action.

for the meantime conrad's not allowed to give ANYONE heavy sedatives.
thank the Lord.

i have no patience for people like conrad murray, he makes me quite angry.

like angry as in i want to print out a picture of him and hang it on my wall to throw darts at, angry.

yes, it's like that.

my gosh, there's never any new news about conrad murray.

other than he's BACK TO WORK already.

wow . that's good . it's always good to have a killing doctor working with clients, isn't it ?

i wish i could figure out why they don't just arrest him . they need to figure out how NON accidental it all was . he did it on purpose , he's a doctor , he knows the risk of all these things . why would he leave the room when michael's sitting there all alone , pretttty much dead to the world . realllllly ? wow .

my goodness .

thaat's all for noow , :l

remember , it's all for love , l o v e . :]

rest in l o v e + p e a c e m[jj]♥

emm[jj] , yuuh maaake'ah me speechlesss ♥

Michael Jackson makes me “Speechless”
When I heard of his passing all I could think was “Heaven Can Wait”
All I could do was “Scream”
I was wondering what we would do without our “Thriller” singing King of Pop.
Michael taught us how to “Jam” And that we could all “Heal The World” together because “We Are The World”.
I wonder what Michael thought when he saw the “Man in the Mirror”.
Now all I can do is “Cry”.
All Michael wanted to do was help all “The Lost Children”
It doesn’t matter if he was “Black or White”
Some people wanted him to “Beat It”
But now that he’s gone all we can think is “I Just Can’t Stop Lovin’ You”.
Now I just sit in my bedroom singing “The Way You Make Me Feel” And dancing to “Burn This Disco Out”.
Michael taught us the truth, “They Don’t Really Care About Us”.
Michael taught us how to “Smile” no matter what.
I always thought Michael was “Invincible”, But now that this has happened it’s a “Heartbreaker”. Michael, “You Rock My World” and you give me “Butterflies”.
Michael was no “Cheater”, he was “The Man”.
He made me “Wanna Be Startin’ Somethin’” Michael had his own “Billie Jean”, he never had a “Dirty Diana”.
He was just like “Another Part Of Me”.
When people bothered him all he wanted was to say, “Leave Me Alone!”
Michael may have acted “Off The Wall” but people didn’t understand that he was “Working Day And Night”.
Michael should’ve been alive “For All Time” and I wish I was with him till the “Break Of Dawn”.
I wish I could just “Fly Away” but then I realize I just need to try and “Remember The Time”.
Michael was definitely “Gone Too Soon” but he taught us that “You Are Not Alone” and we can make “HIStory” together.
We all need to “Come Together” and realize we may feel “Threatened” with Michael gone, but we can’t be “Scared Of The Moon” forever.
All the “Tabloid Junkie’s” are, are “Trouble”. This is giving us a “Serious Effect”.
Sometimes I want to “Shout” out “You Are My Life” and “I Can’t Let You Go”.
But the truth is “This Is It”.

We love you Michael Joseph Jackson.
rest iin l o v e+p e a c e ; ♥ [mj]

нєαℓ тнє ωσяℓ∂ :]

The only thing Michael wanted was hope for the world .


the only thing Michael cared about was his children , Prince Michael , Paris Michael Katherine & Prince Michael II [Blanket] .

He was the best father in the world and he loved his kids . He wanted to adopt kids from all over the world .

Michael's kids have been homeschooled all their lives .

They now live with Grandma Katherine Jackson in Encino , California at Hayvenhurst Estate .

His kids are wonderful and Michael's wonderful .

Nothing really new is going on , except i don't think Conrad KILLER Murray is going to jail :l .

Buut whatever , as long as he has no medical license , i don't care .



the world love you more michael .
яєѕт ιη ℓσνє 'η ρєα¢є єммנααу

Evan Chandler , now Martin Bashir ? coincidence ? i wouldn't think so .

wow , i've just learned that martin bonehead bashir has a brain tumor .

this seems odd .

martin did a "living with michael jackson" special from 2002 to 2003 and broadcast it on tv on february 3 , 2003 .

in the special martin bashir on sevral occasions accused michael of being a child molester - behind michael's back , of course - but to michael's face he said michael just loved children . everyone knows that wasn't what he thought then and it isn't what he thinks now .

evan chandler , father of jordan chandler - one of michael's child molesting cases - killed himself on november 5 , 2009 .

jordan never admitted that he had lied about it all and neither had evan . i think if there was a worst father award , evan chandler would win it .

i know he died and all , buut that's no excuse for anything that he did to ruin michael jackson's life .

there is no excuse for that .

i think it's guilt that killed evan chandler .

all michael jackson wanted was a half normal life , not for him , for his kids .

there was nothing he cared about more in the world than prince michael , paris michael katherine , and little blanket .

the world never got to see what a wonderful father he was , and i think that's why they critisize .

buut anyways , i've got nothing else to say about martin bashir or evan chandler .

i really try not to think about them .

rest in love 'n peace emm jaay jaay .

the world loves you . :]

¢єятιƒιє∂ єммנααу ƒαη™

//нєαℓ тнє ωσяℓ∂ мαкє ιт α вєттєя ρℓα¢є ƒσя уσυ αη∂ ƒσя мє αη∂ тнє єηтιяє нυмαη яα¢є тнєяє αяє ρєσρℓє ∂уιηg ιƒ уσυ ¢αяє єησυgн ƒσя тнє ℓινιηg мαкє α вєттєя ρℓα¢є ƒσя уσυ αη∂ ƒσя мє♥//

м ι ¢ н α є ℓ - נ σ ѕ є ρ н - נ α ¢ к ѕ σ η ♪
ηιηєтєєηƒιƒтуєιgнт тєω тωσтнσυѕαη∂ηιηє


instead of talkin' 'boout dr murray this time , i want to talk about how important michael jackson is .

michael jackson most definately was not loved by all , especially in america . but he didn't care . he did have fans there , but it wasn't his place of choice . michael has been in the spotlight since he was five years old when him and his brothers started out as the jackson five on the motown record label . berry gordy signed them and they automatically started making music .
a dream as it may seem , wasn't always so great . the boys got beatings if they missed a dancing step or missed a note on their singing . surely it made them perfect but there's room for improvement in everyone .
joe jackson was a loving father who just wanted the best for his children , but sometimes the best was far too tough on little michael , marlon , tito , jackie and jermaine .
they all , of course , love their father , though they may not show it . they forgave him for it but the scars from the beatings will never go away .
that just goes to show how normal michael really was , considering how he was raised .

yes , some people don't like michael jackson , that doesn't matter . but you cannot tell me that there isn't one michael jackson song you like . if you do , i will slap you in the face , i swear .

michael was a magic man . he was perfect in every way . he may not have been the most masculine man in the world , but he was ¢υтє , ιηησ¢єηт , ℓσνιηg , ¢αяιηg , нαρρу .. ect . but most of all , he was lonely .

you may think just because he had eight brothers and sisters he couldn't be lonely . but that's not true . he lost his childhood for show buisness . some people may not understand that , but he did . he was always busy working and he never had actual time to be a kid . it's not fair that he had to grow up that way .

but michael never regretted living that way . he liked it , and he said that if he had to do it over , he'd choose to do the same thing .

michael jackson is by far the most amazing person who has ever lived , you cannot disagree with that . there will NEVER be anyone like him again . he invented the moonwalk , he sang thriller , he had record breaking record sales , he won the most grammy's , and i think he was the most controversial artist ever .

not that i believe any of the accusations or allegations , but he always was in the tabloids being talked about . like his child molestation trial was WAAAAY over media-lized and totally blown out of proportion .

for the record , he never hurt children , thanks .

i hate people for accusing him of that because they weren't at neverland with him and the children , he LOVES kids . he wants to live his childhood like he never could , that was his way of doing it .

macaulay culkin and emmanual lewis were friends with him since they were little kids , they NEVER accused him of anything like that .

he was just a genuinely good person and tabloids couldn't handle that .

but anyways , that's all there is to it . he was an amazing person , there will only be one michael jackson , and that's alll .

//ι ωαηηα мαкє α ¢нαηgє
ƒσя ση¢є ιη му ℓιƒє
ιт'ѕ gσηηα ƒєєℓ яєαℓ gσσ∂ , gσηηα мαкє α ∂郃єяєη¢є
gσηηα мαкє ιт яιgнт
αѕ ι тυяηє∂ υρ тнє ¢σℓℓαя ση му ƒανσяιтє ωιηтєя ¢σαт
тнιѕ ωιη∂ ιѕ вℓσωιη' му мιη∂
ι ѕєє тнє кι∂ѕ ιη тнє ѕтяєєт , ωιтнσυт єησυgн тσ єαт
ωнσ αм ι тσ вє вℓιη∂ , ρяєтєη∂ιηg ησт тσ ѕєє тнєιя ηєє∂ѕ
α ѕυммєя'ѕ ∂ιѕяєgαя∂ , α вяσкєη вσттℓє тσρ , αη∂ σηє мαη'ѕ ∂яєαм
тнєу ƒσℓℓσω тнє ραттєяη σƒ тнє ωιη∂ уααн ѕєє , '¢αυѕє тнєу gσт ησ ρℓα¢є тσ вє
тнαт'ѕ ωну ι'м ѕтαятιηg ωιтн мє
ι'м ѕтαятιηg ωιтн тнє мαη ιη тнє мιяяσя
ι'м αѕкιηg нιм тσ ¢нαηgє нιѕ ωαуѕ
&ησ мєѕѕαgє ¢συℓ∂α вєєη αηу ¢ℓєαяєя
ιƒ уσυ ωαηηα мαкє тнє ωσяℓ∂ α вєттєя ρℓα¢є
тαкє α ℓσσк αт уσυяѕєℓƒ αη∂ мαкє тнαт
¢нαηgє♥
ηαηαηαηαηαηαηα//

яєѕт ιη ρєα¢є ємм נααу
we love yuuh more . ♥

dr klein , IT'S A JACKET ! LET GO OF IT ALREADY !

Oh Dr Klein , we cherish you .

actually , we don't .

especially when you sue over a JACKET !

like really ? are you that in need of money ? COME ON !

well , the jacket WAS 10 000 dollaaas and was never returned to dr klein .

then why'd you let Michael borrow it in the first place ?!

since he stated he "repeatedly" [which means never in dr arnold klein's case] asked for it back ..

WOW !

well that's just disappointing for you dr klein now isn't it ?

ANYWAYS , since he isn't important..

unlike dr murray who is VERY loved and important , right ?

since a camera crew decided to document his day to day hectic lifestyle for a tv show .
i didn't think his life was that important that it should be documented , that's putting the camera crew at risk of being INDUCED WITH PROPOFOL !

haha .
good try dr murray , not good enough though ...

:)

well , well .

i'd appreciate if dr murray was a healing dr and could bring Michael back to life...

oh wait, then he'd just MAKE HIM SLEEP WITH HIS HEAVY SEDATIVES AGAIN , correct , dr murray ?

anyways , that's all for now :)

r i p michael joseph jackson ♥

ps , dr murray , please , no more HEAVY SEDATIVES , agreed ? ;)

OH REALLY JOE ? DO YOU CARE ? I THOUGHT SO ! YOU AND DR MURRAY OVER THERE CAN GO TAKE A HIKE !

A killer and a child beater ? What is the world come to ?

Michael Jackson's father JOSEPH JACKSON apparently wanted medical records today to check them out .

and guess what ?

HE GOT THEM !

oh of course , because he was the best daddy in the world and was everywhere in Michael's will...

yeah , not quite how it happened , JOE !

Joe wasn't even WRITTEN in Michael's will ! Seriously dude , i don't think he'd want him looking at his PRIVATE medical information .

thanks for the help there UCLA Medical Center , you guys are awesome !

no , :l .

oh and dr murray , please try not to KILL ANYONE ELSE with your PROPOFOL INDUCTIONS , understood ?

yeah , thanks .

welllll , i think dr murray and joe jackson could both use a hike... IN THE ARCTIC !

yeah , i don't think they know who you guys are there , you should be safe...
oh wait ,
maybe you can use PROPOFOL on them , hey dr murray ?

yeah , didn't think so .


maybe you should think that up and get together sometime ,

one day you'll thank me for your WONDERFUL [killingly] FRIENDSHIP !

so , you're welcome :)

r i p michael joseph jackson .

ps , please , do take me up on that hike to the arctic , maybe we could televise it to get you some more popularity , huh ? ;)

please take dr murray's medical license away so he CAN'T KILL ANYONE ELSE !

Well , as we all know DR MURRAY IS OUT FOR BLOOD !

no , i was kidding . but no , seriously , he shouldn't be allowed to practice medicine on any other BELOVED POPSTAR !

I'd really appreciate the LAPD taking that into concideration next time someone gets MASSACRED by dr murray .

so think before you hire him to be your personal cardiologist .

plus , don't hire dr arnold klein either , he's a bad one too .

he apparently taught dr murray how to be an anesthisiologist , which is something else he ISN'T QUALIFIED TO DO !

right dr murray ?

i think the LAPD should probably check some of this out .

like , yes , put people in harm's way . [new definition of harm is conrad murray] .

r i p michael joseph jackson ♥

ps , take away conrad's medical license , SO HE CAN'T KILL ANYONE ELSE !

thank you . :)

dr murray , would you just lock yourself somewhere where no one else can hear or see you , please ? thanks . i'd really appreciate that :)

Is Dr Murray behind bars ?

I don't think so .

WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE LAPD ? !

Seriously dude, this guys a MURDERER if you don't remember.

Thanks for putting the rest of the world in danger . :l
that's quite rude .

Maybe if Dr Murray had some COMMON SENSE then he would lock himself up .

by the way , this dude should be going to jail anyways ,
remember that little story about how he DOESN'T PAY CHILD SUPPORT !

jeez LAPD is doing a realllllly bad job working on this case .

seriously, common sense , if Dr Murray wasn't a Dr for Michael and killed some other innocent person then HE WOULD BE BEHIND BARS , but no .

since he worked with Michael , who the world loves AND knows about , he doesn't get put behind bars .

at least we know he can't kill anyone now..
oh wait , WE DON'T KNOW THAT !

please , just put him in jail and throw away the key .

i would very much appreciate that , LAPD , :)

r i p Michael Joseph Jackson ,

we miss you .

remember Dr. Murray , the truth ALWAYS prevails , ;)

oh , really ? that's quite disappointing.. NOT EVEN !

YES !
this is what i've been waiting for !

Conrad Murray is NOT , and let me repeat NOT allowed to administer HEAVY SEDATIVES ! POW BAM DR or should i say NOT DR MURRAY ! :)

"i don't want you sedating people." Los Angeles County Superior Court Judge Keith L. Schwartz told Murray at the court hearing .

good one Judge Keith , good one ;)

IF Michael Jackson is in fact dead , it sucks really badly . :(
but , i looked up a video on youtube.com of Michael's song , This Is It backwards, and it's got a lot of clues if you listen well enough .

it's so close to it being the first anniversary of Michael's death , it's making me wonder..

maybe he'll come out of hiding on his first death anniversary, just to rub it in the paparazzi's face that they don't actually know everything they think they do .

but you never know, maybe he really is gone and there's nothing we can do to bring him back .

just pray and believe. keep the faith !

xoxo , :)

r i p michael joseph jackson

We Are The World For Haiti !

Some major artists just did a remake of the 1985 USA for Africa hit , We Are The World .
Strangely , none of the before artists who recorded the song in 1985 were in the new song , except for , guess who , MICHAEL JACKSON .
Why was he in it ? Did they do it as a tribute for him because they knew if he was here he'd want to help the Haitians , or was it for something else ?

Some of Michael's family members , sister Janet , nephews Taj , TJ and Tayrell also recorded the song .
It's a major fundraiser for Haiti and all money collected by the single will be donated .

But Michael was included in the video by video clips of the old , We Are The World video .

There's some weird tweets from La Toya [Michael's sister] Jackson's twitter account that I'll make note of later . There's also some from Gotham Chopra , Deepak Chopra , Dame Elizabeth Taylor , and Randy Jackson .

But for now , figure out some clues .

Remember , it's all for love , l o v e .

♥ we love you more Michael Joseph Jackson ,
r i p

BeLIEve ?

Michael Jackson has appeared to be dead for eight months now , but is that really the case ?

in the pictures above one is for Criss Angel's 'BeLIEve' show for Cirque De Soleil and one is Michael Jackson's cover for his 'Dangerous' album.

Do they both not look significantly alike ?

Those are MICHAEL JACKSON's eyes .

Why would they be on Criss Angel's BeLIEve poster ?

Michael Jackson was really into illusions and magic and used it for his 'This Is It' comeback tour .

Was he really using it for his tour or was it for something much bigger ?

Look at the curtains in the 'BeLIEve' poster and of Michael at his concert announcement .

The curtains look a lot alike , don't they ?

Also , why is the show 'BeLIEve' ? LIE ? Like he's trying to say something .

And what about the man behind the curtain ? Is that representing Michael ?

Michael always talked about the man behind the curtain who ran the show .

Could it really all be a coincidence ? Think about it .

At the very top there's a picture of one of Michael's look-a-like's at Michael's memorial .

He's wearing the same shirt as Michael did at his concert announcement .

Is that really appropriate or LOGICAL ?

Why is he wearing the same shirt MICHAEL did ? It makes absolutely no sense , and to his memorial ? Wow .. But that doesn't matter . If Michael comes back , then he comes back , if he doesn't , then that's too bad . :(

rest in love and peace Michael Joseph Jackson ,

we love you more ♥

Michael Jackson songs are amazing? I think so .

YOU ARE MY LIFE

Once... all alone
I was lost in a world of strangers
No one to trust
On my own, I was lonely
You... suddenly appeared
It was cloudy before, but now it’s all clear
You took away the fear
And you brought me back to the light

[CHORUS]
You are the sun
You make me shine
Or more like the stars
That twinkle at night
You are the moon
That glows in my heart
You’re my daytime my nighttime
My world
You are my life

Now... I wake up everyday
With this smile upon my face
No more tears, no more pain
‘Cause you love me
You help me understand
That love is the answer to all that I am
And I... I’m a better man
Since you taught me by sharing your life

[CHORUS]

You gave me strength
When I wasn’t strong
You gave me hope when all hope was lost
You opened my eyes when I couldn’t see
Love was always here waiting for me

MAN IN THE MIRROR

I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .

As I, Turn Up The Collar On My
Favourite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind
I See The Kids In The Street,
With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See
Their Needs
A Summer's Disregard,
A Broken Bottle Top
And A One Man's Soul
They Follow Each Other On
The Wind Ya' Know
'Cause They Got Nowhere
To Go
That's Why I Want You To
Know

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change)
(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah)

I've Been A Victim Of A Selfish
Kind Of Love
It's Time That I Realize
That There Are Some With No
Home, Not A Nickel To Loan
Could It Be Really Me,
Pretending That They're Not
Alone?

A Willow Deeply Scarred,
Somebody's Broken Heart
And A Washed-Out Dream
(Washed-Out Dream)
They Follow The Pattern Of
The Wind, Ya' See
Cause They Got No Place
To Be
That's Why I'm Starting With
Me
(Starting With Me!)

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Ooh!)
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change His
Ways
(Change His Ways-Ooh!)
And No Message Could've
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .)
Change!

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror,
(Man In The Mirror-Oh
Yeah!)
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make The Change)
(You Gotta Get It Right, While
You Got The Time)
('Cause When You Close Your
Heart)
You Can't Close Your . . .Your
Mind!
(Then You Close Your . . .
Mind!)
That Man, That Man, That
Man, That Man
With That Man In The Mirror
(Man In The Mirror, Oh Yeah!)
That Man, That Man, That Man
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
You Know . . .That Man
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Oh Yeah!)
Gonna Feel Real Good Now!
Yeah Yeah! Yeah Yeah!
Yeah Yeah!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Ooooh . . .)
Oh No, No No . . .
I'm Gonna Make A Change
It's Gonna Feel Real Good!
Come On!
(Change . . .)
Just Lift Yourself
You Know
You've Got To Stop It.
Yourself!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
I've Got To Make That Change,
Today!
Hoo!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Got To
You Got To Not Let Yourself . . .
Brother . . .
Hoo!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
You Know-I've Got To Get
That Man, That Man . . .
(Man In The Mirror)
You've Got To
You've Got To Move! Come
On! Come On!
You Got To . . .
Stand Up! Stand Up!
Stand Up!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Stand Up And Lift
Yourself, Now!
(Man In The Mirror)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Aaow!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Gonna Make That Change . . .
Come On!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know . . .
(Change . . .)
Make That Change.

THE LOST CHILDREN

We pray for our fathers, pray for our mothers
Wishing our families well
We sing songs for the wishing, of those who are kissing
But not for the missing

[CHORUS 1]
So this one’s for all the lost children
This one’s for all the lost children
This one’s for all the lost children, wishing them well
And wishing them home

When you sit there addressing, counting your blessings
Biding your time
When you lay me down sleeping and my heart is weeping
Because I’m keeping a place

[CHORUS 2]
For all the lost children
This is for all the lost children
This one’s for all the lost children, wishing them well

And wishing them home

Home with their fathers,
Snug close and warm, loving their mothers
I see the door simply wide open
But no one can find thee

[CHORUS 3]
So pray for all the lost children
Let’s pray for all the lost children
Just think of all the lost children, wishing them well
This is for all the lost children
This one’s for all the lost children
Just think of all the lost children
Wishing them well, and wishing them home

Dear LAPD, put Conrad Murray behind bars, for LIFE!

Hey !

Conrad Murray turned himself in to the LAPD on Friday . :)

YES !

He is now getting charged with involuntary manslaughter and could face four years behind bars for killing the late King of Pop, Michael Jackson.

All of Michael's fans have been waiting for this for a REALLY long time. Since June 25th actually. It's been a long eight months waiting, now we don't have to worry about him "practicing" with his medical license anymore.

Michael's parents, Katherine and Joseph, and siblings Tito, LaToya and Jermaine attended the court hearing for Conrad Murray.

Lots of fans were at the trial holding banners reading "Justice For Michael!" and booing Conrad.



TIMELINE, MICHAEL'S FINAL DAYS
June 22nd, 2009-Dr. Conrad Murray gives Michael 25 milligrams of propofol along with lorazepam and midazolam. Michael is better able to sleep with these drugs in his system.

June 23rd, 2009-Dr. Murray gives Michael the same drug cocktail as the day before, except no propofol, telling authorities that he was "weaning him off of it."

June 25th, 2009-About 1:30 am Dr. Murray again tries to get Michael to sleep without propofol, but gives him a 10 milligram tablet of Valium, but Michael still can't sleep.

Around 2 am-Dr. Murray injects Michael with milligrams of lorazepam into his IV, but Michael is still awake.

Around 3 am-Dr. Murray injects the IV with two milligrams of medazolam, but Michael's still not sleeping.

Around 5 am-Dr. Murray gives Michael another two milligrams of lorazepam, but Michael is STILL awake.

Around 7 30 am-Dr. Murray gives Michael another two milligrams of medazolam. Dr. Murray claims he was at Michael's bedside the whole time monitoring him with a pulse oximeter and measuring his pulse and oxygen statistics. But Michael remains awake.

Around 10 40 am-Dr. Murray administers Michael with 25 milligrams of propofol after repeated demands for the drug from Michael. Michael finally falls asleep and Dr. Murray is still monitoring him.

10 minutes later-Dr. Murray leaves to use the washroom and is back two minutes later to find Michael not breathing. Dr. Murray attempts CPR and gives Michael 0.2 milligrams of flumazenil, an antidote for certain overdoses. Then Dr. Murray calls Michael's assistant, Michael Amir Williams, and tells him to send security upstairs for an emergency.
Murray keeps doing CPR before the security arrives.

At 12 21 pm-One of Michael's staff members, Alberto Alvarez calls 9 11. Shortly after the call, the ambulance arrives and Dr. Murray continues doing CPR and accompanies Michael to the hospital.


WHY ?!
Why did Dr. Murray wait SO long before calling an ambulance. He waited about an hour and a half to call the paramedics, while he was on the phone with other people?
In the time between when Michael stopped breathing and the time the ambulance was called, Conrad Murray made three calls totaling 47 minutes. None of those calls, however, were to 911.
One of the people he called was Arnold Klein, Michael's friend and anesthesiologist.
One of the calls was to his office in Houston.

Why did he call them before 911?

Did he need to cover something up?

That's what it seems.

Medical License?

Conrad Murray had his medical license to practice in Texas, NOT California.

Therefore Conrad could not legally prescribe any medicine to Michael IN California. So why was he injecting Michael with all sorts of different prescription drugs which Michael should NOT have been taking.


Plus, propofol and all the other drugs Dr. Murray [I shouldn't call him a doctor anymore :)] administered to Michael, should ONLY be used in a HOSPITAL setting. Hear that Dr. Murray? He shouldn't have been doing what he was anyways. It doesn't matter if he killed Michael [which I KNOW he did] but he was at Michael's HOME, not in a HOSPITAL.

I find HOSPITAL and HOME very different words. Conrad should [I'm not actually sure if he did] get his medical license taken away, FOR GOOD!

It doesn't matter HOW good of a doctor he was,
he did things he SHOULD NOT have.


WAIIIIT !

He's a doctor, right? He SHOULD know how to do CPR, right? And he should know where it's appropriate to do CPR. Which is on a hard flat surface. Conrad Murray did CPR on Michael's bed. Unless Michael's bed is a table, I don't think that was the smartest idea, Conrad.


He should've been smarter. I don't know WHAT he was thinking, maybe he was thinking like a killer. Maybe he was thinking he needed to cover it up.

But it really doesn't matter WHAT he was thinking at the time, because he's paying for it now. This is what he deserves, for killing Michael.


JUSTICE FOR MICHAEL !


we love you more, Michael.


r i p Michael Joseph Jackson

August 29, 1958-June 25, 2009


missed and loved by the world, we're sorry about everything Michael.


Conrad Murray behind bars? check. :)

this is why we miss you .

King of Pop
stand and hear the silence, before the whole world calls, our in tears of sadness, when a golden talent falls.
from early years of glory, you made the whole world sing, you transformed right before us, a young man to a king.
don't stand back in the shadows, amplify your praise, rock the world with every song, the king of pop has made.
forget the darkest hours, their demons laid to rest, we'll lay a simple white rose, softly on your chest. in thanks for what you've given, and for the work that you've done, your reign is far from over, your memories just begun.
rest easy now dear Michael, and sleep without your pain, generations will remember you, over and over again.
i hope your dream is granted, and you've found what you've lost,
a childhood free from inner pain,
free and at no cost .


Michael Joseph Jackson
his physical life ends,
while the memory of him transcends,
his legacy lives on,
you see, he is not gone.
memories created and never destroyed,
but no one can fill this empty void.
once a man, now a spirit,
play his music loud, so that i can hear it.
this is a man who no one can top,
who shall always remain,
the king of pop.

poems not by me, i don't know who they're by, but i give them HUGE credit. i love those poems.


i never really realized how much i reallly liked Michael Jackson until he was gone, for good. now i miss him a lot, it sucks that such a wonderful, great, beautiful talent and soul has been lost. the world misses Michael dearly. everyone likes Michael Jackson, no matter who you are, what you believe or don't believe, there is no one in the world who can say they don't like a Michael Jackson song.

Michael Jackson is an extremely gifted and talented individual who the world didn't quite cherish enough. we all took Michael forgranted and now that's he's gone, we want him back.

he was criticized and taken down his whole career. all he felt like he needed was to love and be loved. that's why he had his children, he knew they would love him and he could love them. he donated to so many charities and helped so many children during his life, and what did he get out of that? lies and rumors. everything they say about him is made up. don't believe everything you hear.

we miss you Michael Joseph Jackson ,
August 29 1958-June 25 2009

r i p Michael Joseph Jackson

the world loves you more.

it's all for love, l o v e .