oh , really ? that's quite disappointing.. NOT EVEN !

YES !
this is what i've been waiting for !

Conrad Murray is NOT , and let me repeat NOT allowed to administer HEAVY SEDATIVES ! POW BAM DR or should i say NOT DR MURRAY ! :)

"i don't want you sedating people." Los Angeles County Superior Court Judge Keith L. Schwartz told Murray at the court hearing .

good one Judge Keith , good one ;)

IF Michael Jackson is in fact dead , it sucks really badly . :(
but , i looked up a video on youtube.com of Michael's song , This Is It backwards, and it's got a lot of clues if you listen well enough .

it's so close to it being the first anniversary of Michael's death , it's making me wonder..

maybe he'll come out of hiding on his first death anniversary, just to rub it in the paparazzi's face that they don't actually know everything they think they do .

but you never know, maybe he really is gone and there's nothing we can do to bring him back .

just pray and believe. keep the faith !

xoxo , :)

r i p michael joseph jackson